Ight so i gotta lotta of my Homies and Home Gurls askin wats up with me!! I guess da news spread like wild fire So here it goes….. For those who aint knoi Ive been dignosed with Sever Convolsive Epilepse which basicaly means i have some serious ass seizures. Dis was told ta me a while back so if you aint knoi and you feel close ta me i just aint feel like it was important ta tell you so dont TRIP FAM!!! Now fast forward ta now last week had a serious SEIZURE again and went ta da DOC at da ER. SO here i am i got all these nurses and docs tryin ta put me back tagether agian and they’re tripin seein as how im heavly medicated for these Seizures and still havin EM!!!. So they switch my meds and tell me meet with my NEUROLIGIST aka specialist doctor in da mornin. So i go and meet with my doc and they start runnin madd test on me. Conclusion is they tell a nigga hes DIEIN!!!!! Crazy huh… LOL yeah on a sureal tip though they think im dien but i wasnt even tripin basically what the prob is, is my BODY is shutin down on me between the Seizures, Da Stress, I now got short term memory loss, my NERVES is shot, I got Some SERIOUS SLEEP APNIA which basicly means i aint gettin enough sleep and when i do sleep i aint gettin enough air flow in my BLOOD or To my CRAINIUM aka da BRAIN!!Theres also a slight chance of a TUMOR in my brain so im goin for a Cat Scan, THUS MY BODY IS SHUTIN DOWN which will ultmently result in my DEATH!!!! They aint gave me no TIME FRAM yet and This isnt a for shure thing though i mean like anyone with a lil INTELLIGENCE knois docs aint always a hundred percent it can be as simple as da right meds or THE RIGHT DOC ta fix me back up!!Im doin a lot of test so before ya’ll think im layin down ta dis ya’ll should KNOI DEMON aint goin out without a fight!!! But aye it is wat is you take the cards your delt n run with em!! I Love My FAM i knoi ya’ll is sadd but im coo im not stressin dis too much just keep me in ya’lls prayers maybe dats all i really need but if its my time its my time dont shed no tears over me fo real i just hope if you did knoi me and I touched your life thru my music or personaly that it was in a positve way if i didnt i ask only for FORGIVENESS which is one of the hardest things a man can ask for another to do!!!! Keep ya Heads Up & Dont let noone GET YOU dOWN!!! Dat how im KEEPIN IT I HOPE YOU DO DA SAME!!!! MUSIC, LOVE, RESPECT MY DT FAMS!!!!!
SINCER
Ceo/Founder of LOST SOULJAZ INC
DEMON OF LOST SOULZ!!!!
PS DONT WORRY WHEN I FIND OUT ANYTHING NEW I’LL LET YA’LL KNOI

AYO FAMS MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU AND I HOPE YOU GET WELL FAMS.EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT FADE OUT TO THE NEXT WORLD KEEP IN MIND THAT YOU WERE A PART OF A MOVEMENT….NOT JUST ON D.T…..BUT IN HIP HOP.YOU BEACONED YOUR WAY INTO OUR SIGHTS AND SHARED A PIECE OF YOUR SOUL WHICH IS YOUR MUSIC.THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF OUR FAMILY AND BEST BELIEVE TO STAY UP AS MUCH AS YOU CAN.PEOPLE FADE AWAY….BUT THEIR SPIRIT DON’T…..YA BOI SICKLE.

YO SICKLE ON THE REAL FAM DATS MUCH APPRECIATED MY FAM!!!! MUSIC LOVE RESPECT!!!

Yo You Already Know..Your A Strong Dude..Keep Your Head High..Like It Is Now..What Will Be Was Meant To Be..God Bless You..I Can Only Hope Your Physical Body Is Without Pain…An I Hope Your Essence Finds Its Way To The Other Side Of Life….....Much RESPECT…

Damn Fam Dats was DEEP real talk!!!! Music, Love, Respect!!!!

MAN NONE OF US KNOW WHAT TOMORROW WILL BRING SOUNDS LIKE YOU GOT A REAL GOOD ATTITUDE DON’T EVER LOSE THAT MY MAN – SORRY TO HEAR WHAT YOU ARE GOING THRU FOR REAL. PEACE, DUCK

FAM…THAT HAD TO BE HARD TO WRITE!! YOU DID A BEAUTIFUL JOB AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE,WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO EXPRESSING YOUR FEELINGS!!(I REMEMBER YOUR SPOKEN WORD JOINT) I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY BUT….IM HERE….YOU NEED ANYTHING….AND STAY STRONG! YEAH IM SURE YOUVE HEARD THAT ALREADY…MAN ITS JUST SOMETHING THAT SCARES YOU….AND ITS SOMETHING YOU WANNA DO…WHEN YOU HEAR OF SICKNESS LIKE THAT! MY SISTER HAS GRANDMA SEIZURES….MY SON HAS SEIZURES…NOT AS SEVERE,BUT HE DOES! I REALLY CAN FEEL YOU…WHEN YOU SAID…”THE RIGHT DOCTOR”...CAUSE THATS EXACTLY WHAT WE NEED! AND MORE THAN THAT WE NEED “GOD”!! HES A MIGHTY GOD…TOO! SO DONT YOU WORRY…”HE HAS THE POWER,THE GLORY,AND THE LAST SAY SO! KEEP YOUR PRAYERS STRONG AND BE SINCERE! I GOTCHA BRUH!! I GOT A DIRECT LINE….AND IM CALLING HIM ABOUT YOU NOW! I KNOW HE GONNA ANSWER….I KNOW HE IS!! HE NEVER FAILED….HE NEVER MADE A MISTAKE…HE IS ALWAYS ON TIME! FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD,HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON,AND WHO SO EVER BELIEVE IN HIM,SHALL NOT PERISH….BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE! JOHN 3:16 I GOT LOVE BRUH!! STORMIN NORMIN…......

I don`t know what 2 say man …I mean what can I say?? I hope the best for you and your family and like Giacobbe said that your phisycal body is without pain … Stay strong and when that day comes just know you ain`t gone you moved on!!!
peace..Zino

AL KEEP U IN MY PRAYERZ 2 MY MAN

I never new you to much on hear but i read what you had to say. You said dont drop a tear but man how could we not. When i hear stories like this it reminds me of people that i know. Like you said this doesnt half to end bad it can be as simple as the right doc or meds. Many have made it and many have lost so the best thing to do is pray and try to be strong like storm said. God hes a mighty god and has a destiny for you. I hear about situations like this all of the time and you have a strong mind. I wish you the best remember to relax and meditate. HEARS A BOOK BY A MAN CALLED MARTIN HEIDEGGER ITS CALLED TRANSCENDENTAL its about meditation. he is very deep i know people who have read this man for more then 40 years and he also has other books as well. Anyway stay positive if you can try not to think about pain and know that you have support.

this is just another one but in case you dont no he talks about a lot of different topics and others who are like him. I think you would be interested if you get into it its like being on a mission.

YO YA’LL REALLY TOUCHING A NIGGA DEEP FO SHO!!!! IM STAYIN STRONG YOU ALREADY KNOI AND I APRRECIATE DA LOVE FAMILYS!!! WHAT CAN I SAY….. STORM YA ALWAYZ HAD ME FROM JUMP WHEN I HIT DIS SITE FO DA FIRST TIME SO A APPRECIATE YA PRAYER ON ME FAM FO SHO!!!! DUCK, KNOWLEDGE, JACINO, THOMAZINO, ALL MY DT FAM KEEPIN ME PRAYER YA’LL GIVE A NIGGA STREGTH!!!!!!!!! AND THATS REAL SO IMA PUT YA’LL UP FIRST ON WHAT BE THE LAST TRACK I DROP HOPEFULLY NOT YA DIGG NAW I GOT FAITH FO SHO!!! IT’LL BE TITLED “IN MY DEMISE” SO KEEP YA EYES AND EARS OPEN FO IT!!! IMA GIVE YA’LL A LIL DT1 BEHIND THE TRACK!! SEE I GOT A LOT OF FAM SHEDDING A LOTTA TEARS OVER DIS AND MY MOM DAMN MY MOM…. FAMILY IM HER FIRST BORN SO YOU KNOI SHE LOSING IT!!! THEN I GOTS MY WIFE AND MY ONLY SON WHO WILL BE 2 ON SEP 20!!! DATS WHAT ILL HAVE TO SAY FUX ME UP ABOVE EVERY THING MY LIL SOULJA YA FEEL!!! BUT BASICILY TA GET TO DA POINT IMA LET EVERYONE KNOI HOW TA HANDLE MY DEATH IF IT COMES AND I GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO MY HIPHOP COMMUNITY MY FAMZ ALL OF EM!!!! SO PEEP IT WHEN I DROP IF FAM!!!! MUSIC LOVE RESPECT!!!!!! KEEP YA HEADZ UP & dONE LET NOTHING GET YOU dowN!!!!!!!!!!

MAN, fuck that bullshit the docs sayin. Not like that, but like u said…they ain’t HARDLY ever 100% on anything and the rigth doc does make a huge diff. I can only ensure you that you’re in my prayers family. I haven’t gotten a chance to know u on a personal level,but u always show love and seem to speak from the heart and that CHARACTER. All the languages of this planet don’t really mean shit…it’s what u do that defines a man…or woman. I’m sorry u bein’ tested to these limits,but u r being tested. Whatever come of it…just go hard in this life homie. For you to survive several seizures tells me alot about u. U gotta be a strong kat. IF you weren’t u wouldn’t be here. U been blessed to reach ears and reach another day on this planet and your music and if u have any children…will survive and carry you on throught THIS life on THIS plane. Who knows what’s beyond for sure,but I do KNOW all praises be to ALLAH the most high, GOD if u will. He’s obviously had a plan for you for quite some time,otherwise how would I be writting this or reading your story in a million years. Also, the power of thought and positive reinforcement go a LONG way and I will be having you in spirit and thought and most importantly prayer from this step forward. Remember you have a destiny and whther we pinpoint it or not…when it’s fulfilled it’s fulfilled. Everyone has a time,and not to say yours is near,because I could die before I finish this, but GOD sets the clock and alters it as fit to him. That’s it. You still touchin people and I’m defintely one right now. More to come,but be at peace with yourself and those near to you mostly. U gotta forgive yourself b4 another man. That’s far more important, I believe. It’s your soul….and it’s a good one.
Peace be with you ALWAYZ homie…
- LeS bLeSd

MAN PLEASE KEEP THE HOPE I CAN’T STAND TO HEAR THIS EVEN THO WE DON’T KNOW EACH OTHER PERSONALLY. I FEEL YOU MAN AND WHAT YOUR FAM MUST BE GOING THROUGH BUT STAY STRONG THERE MUST BE HOPE RIGHT?

I CAN’T PUT I AS WELL AS LeSbLeSd JUST DID

much love and respect to you man. Stay strong keep ur head up. i hope u gets better.

REAL TALK MY DT FAM YA’LL REALLY HELPIN A KAT STAY STRONG YA DIG!!! ALL OF YOU NUN WHO I KNOI ON A PERSONAL LEVEL GIVEN ME LOVE SAYZ A LOT ABOUT ALL YA’LL!!! THERES NO WORDS FO THE APPRECIATION I FEEL ON A SURREAL FAM!!!!!! IM STAYIN STRONG AND DATS WITH MUCH THANX TA YA’LL!!! LES BLESD MY FAM YOU PUT DAT SOOO DEEP FAM AND I COULDNT AGREE WITH YOU MORE FAM!!!! LIKE I SAID ALL WE CAN DO IS TAKE THE CARDS LYFE DEALS US AND RUN WITH EM!!!! MUSIC LOVE AND MUCH RESPECT MY DT FAMZ!!!!
SINCER
DEMON OF LOST SOULZ

I KEEP GETTIN HIT UP ON Y I WAS SLEEPIN ON YA’LL SO HERES WHY BUT DA HOMIE IS WORKIN HIS WAY BACK!! MY MOST SINCEREST APOLOGIZES!!!!! I GOT NUTHIN BUT LOVE FO MY DT FAMS LAYIN DOWN THY THANG!!!

yo bruv i forgot to post my message of goodwill here but i did it in my blog here
stay strong fam
http://thefalloutshelter.ning.com/profiles/blog…

STAY STRONG FAM! WE ALL HEAR U. PRAYERS OUT 2 U ALLLLLLLLDAY THO! LOL. SMILE HOMIE. = ) NAH4REAL….KEEP THAT SHIT GOIN!